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| Hiatus has ended...HEY EVERYONE!! Guess who's back? this is just a lil' entry to let you readers know that Johannes is back and alive!! Also that he is currently down under in Melbourne and just started school at RMIT... going out for dinner now but do come back to check this space out... CHEERIOS! | | |
| I need a sign...damn man...a busted ankle and a hang over...quite a way to start a Sunday morning...but hey!I must say its been a fun long weekend... never had that much fun in ages! Karaoke with my camp mates at Party World in Tanjong Pagar on Friday night... and Dad's high school theme birthday party@ St James's Bellini...I would put up pictures if I had my lappie now,using dad's lappie 'coz mine went crazy...I was an RJ boy... drank a tad bit too much and some of my mum's frenz are serious m.i.l.f if you know what I mean... hmmm...8 months through NS...was just at Island Creamery with Joakim this afternoon and for some reasons,jus sitting outside and watching the cars on the road on a rainy day...makes me feel at peace...the same feeling I got after the first week I enlisted to the army and sitting at the same place...strangely something about that which puts me at ease...I need more of those places which puts me more at ease.... I looking for a sign...I need a sign!Give me a blardy sign!! | | |
| its not worth it...alas my return from a state of dormant... I think I really under-estimate the value of this blog, so hopefully I'll have the time to make the fullest use of it in future... been in the pits lately...nearing rock-bottom...been gettin' into way too much trouble in camp nowadays...either I'm jus unlucky or the people in camp really ain't got anything better to do...6 months through the dreaded NS life and I have concluded this much...it really ISN'T worth it chiong-ing so much for the country... well...there is a whole load of more of bitching about army I could really make but for now I'll leave it as that...for now... Meg left for Switzeland about 3 weeks ago for a different kind of studies...ain't gonna see her til June...the house feels rather odd without my lil' girl with her study notes/text book/story book in the house with a bag of "hamster" food next to her...-shrugZ- darn I really miss my baby sister... I need something to look forward to...still in need of a direction...nothing seems right...everything is just so slow...so repetitive...so monotenous...feels like I'm slow losing the people who matters the most to me...I'm in need of an inspiration... | | |
| My December...Been more a less a lonely December considerin' the fact that my whole family is in the country of the red, white and blue...yes...they're in the States now... This is the terrible part of NS(not that its already not bad enough...), it really limits your choices of overseas travel... On a lighter note, I'm on leave this week!It really feels good being away from camp at this point in time...the feeling is really uplifting and light-hearted...seriously,this feeling is priceless as an NSF... Amazing how you tend to notice the smallest good in the worst case-scenario...if NS taught me anything meaningful, that would probably be the only lesson... and now I'm starting to think I'm talking a bit way too much about NS... anyway... MERRY X'MAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL YOU READERS!! Hope you all enjoy the Christmas turkey & ham with family & friends...or wait under the mistletoe for something to happen...or spend the night away partying & getting wasted on cheap alcohol...or spending Christmas eve in the guard room? In short... HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! | | |
| emo kid... I'm feeling so freakin' emo & moody right now... Nothin's changed since my last entry... I seriously don't know how all NSFs handle this stress of being so blardy regimental for 2 years of their life! No blardy aim!No blardy direction!No nothing!Jus wearing the same uniform I wear almost every weekday...following trainings...lectures...trainings...'tekan' sessions by instructors...and more trainings!! Now I understand why some people ended their life in suicide but that is not going to be me... but I don't know what's going to be of me...I don't know what's going to be of anything...I don't know anything right now... I need to get away for awhile...I need something to look forward to... Anyway...I've been listening to this song...really nice...its by a 15yr old Indo-Chinese kid!Take a listen to it...you people probably heard it on the radio before... its called "Life is good" by Nathan Hartono...enjoy... | | |
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