I'm feeling so freakin' emo & moody right now...

Nothin's changed since my last entry...

I seriously don't know how all NSFs handle this stress of being so blardy regimental for 2 years of their life!

No blardy aim!No blardy direction!No nothing!Jus wearing the same uniform I wear almost every weekday...following trainings...lectures...trainings...'tekan' sessions by instructors...and more trainings!!

Now I understand why some people ended their life in suicide but that is not going to be me...

but I don't know what's going to be of me...I don't know what's going to be of anything...I don't know anything right now...

I need to get away for awhile...I need something to look forward to...

Anyway...I've been listening to this song...really nice...its by a 15yr old Indo-Chinese kid!Take a listen to it...you people probably heard it on the radio before...

its called "Life is good" by Nathan Hartono...enjoy...