alas my return from a state of dormant...

I think I really under-estimate the value of this blog, so hopefully I'll have the time to make the fullest use of it in future...

been in the pits lately...nearing rock-bottom...been gettin' into way too much trouble in camp nowadays...either I'm jus unlucky or the people in camp really ain't got anything better to do...6 months through the dreaded NS life and I have concluded this much...it really ISN'T worth it chiong-ing so much for the country...

well...there is a whole load of more of bitching about army I could really make but for now I'll leave it as that...for now...

Meg left for Switzeland about 3 weeks ago for a different kind of studies...ain't gonna see her til June...the house feels rather odd without my lil' girl with her study notes/text book/story book in the house with a bag of "hamster" food next to her...-shrugZ- darn I really miss my baby sister...

I need something to look forward to...still in need of a direction...nothing seems right...everything is just so slow...so repetitive...so monotenous...feels like I'm slow losing the people who matters the most to me...I'm in need of an inspiration...